I started to realise somethings which hurt me a bit but learnt a lot.
After some blessings from God, I felt that I am extremely blessed ( that is the truth), my life is a blessing. ^^
However, I realised somethings last night. There is some part in my life that I am weak and lousy of (last time quite good). At first, I really cannot understand and what to say accept it. Then I knew I cannot change the fact (for now), but maybe can change the future(if God agree). I am leaving Kuching or I ever left Kuching is not my will. I understand that things will still grow and change without me, but... ... I just have the feeling that I am left behind. Never mind, now I have the commitment to catch up and I believe God will help me if I have the right motif =)

Let me share a song with you:

Banyak perkara yang tak dapat ku mengerti
Mengapakah harus terjadi
Di dalam kehidupan ini
Semua perkara yang ku simpan dalam hati
Satu pun tak akan terjadi
Tanpa Tuhan perduli
Tuhan perduli Tuhan Mengerti
Segala persoalan yang kita hadapi
Ti akan pernah dibiarkannya
Ku bergumul sendiri
Sebab Tuhan mengerti

The end.

Labels: Life