Perhaps, I have make my committee suffered,
at the same time i failed sick again because of the stress.
I just want A.U.P. Club to be great and trying to prove to the others that we can!
I never expect to do a big event, but now, I am doing two big events which targeting 500 people each.
I am going to transform them to smaller events and I hope that my committee can take a break.
Perhaps movie night from 8p.m to 3a.m is crazy for them, because the next day we still have to study. Though I hope that they can support me, but it is quite tough for them.
The moment I booked the biggest hall for both the events, I can feel the pressure upon me.
I have been thinking days and nights on how to get 500 people.
I feel tired because my committee think that we cant.
It is very hard for one mind set that think we can to fight with the others 13 mind set that say we cant.
I am not a superwoman, I need my committee and man power; I also have the time where I am energy low.
I begin to understand how Jun Xiang feel in organizing the A.U.P. Skills Challenge.
I went to look for sponsor today, but did not gain great.
Under the hot sun, I begin to realize how tired my sister was when she went to house by house to accomplish Scout's Job Week.
Of course I hope that in one week time, we can have grand activity that honor A.U.P. Club, but if the situation does not side me, I have no choice but change it to smaller event.
Some of my committee and friends begin to scare of me, as I always talk about A.U.P. Club and want them to attend meetings.
Perhaps, I am too obsessed with A.U.P. Club, but it is my responsibility as the chairperson.
I will not neglect my studies. I promise.
As for now, we shall just wait and see.
Yes, I feel sad but I will not be emotional.
I understand that my committee will help when they can, but this time they really cannot.
That's all for this post.

Labels: College.

I found one of the quality that I admire.
I went to see someone today.
She was phoning someone, so my friend and I waited outside.
From outside, we can hear that she is angry.
I thought we came at the wrong time.
When she finished the conversation, she automatically talked to us
and she was talking with a normal voice.
[Thumb up!]
If I were her, I think I will talk to anyone who approach me the next second with loud and rude voice.
Well, I learned something new today, that is to be fair and must control our emotion.

Labels: College

有些人会为了争取幸福而卖命；
有些人却很乐观，相信天塌下来也不会伤到他。
我在翻阅邮件时读到以下这个短文，觉得很好笑，也很有意义，决定与我忠心的读者分享。

草原上有对狮子母子，小狮子问母狮子：
“妈，幸福在哪里？”
母狮子说：
“幸福就在你的尾巴上。”
于是，小狮子不断追着尾巴跑，但始终咬不到。
母狮子笑道：
傻瓜！幸福不是这样得到的。只要你昂首向前走，幸福就会一直跟随着你。”

我感恩。=)

Labels: Random

Before this I was very proud of myself that I managed to accomplish every task even last minutes. I thought I was the luckiest person in this world, because I never fail in doing last minute things. However, this time I was in hot soup because of my last minute.

It is about my future. I cannot believe that I take things easily, even my own future!!
I really hope that this "last minute" will save me, will not destroy my plans.

Please help me. I really learned a lesson. I will never do things last minute again and I will double check everything I do.
I was very depressed today. When I walked toward my hostel, holding a document, the wind kept on blew at me. It was like Autumn, sad... ... + sick = 2s.. haiz...


Though it is quite late now, but it is always better late than never.
I hope that everything is going to be fine.
In God, I trust.

Labels: Life

On 9th of January, was the first gathering for Nilai Methodist Church Tertiary Youth Gathering.
Music Team was in charge in the gathering.
I am one of the Music Team committee, and the gathering MC.
Besides having fun, we also wrote our new year resolutions.











Actually I am going to Melaka with them tomorrow, but I fall sick; it is too bad that I cannot join. =(

Labels: Church

I have poor command of English.
This is a cruel fact.
I have to brush up my English.
Or else, it will become a bar for me to success.
Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The commands I got for my English essays:
-far from satisfactory
-bullshit
-no point

I am human being who will feel tired.
However, I am not going to give up now.
Please show me the way!

A computer science student who do not know anything about computer science.
Is it a joke?
No, it is not!
I am currently a computer science student who do not know anything about computer science; that is why I need to learn!
Please give me a chance to prove that I can excel after I learn!
Don't condemn me!

Labels: Random

Sometimes, it is very normal for us to hear some information that we do not like.
We can have two reactions- to smile back or to fight back.
Of course, someone like me, will smile back.
I will still feel not comfortable, but who care?
There is no rule indicating that they cannot say what they want.
Though what they say may not be true, but they certainly have the free press right.

I believe in God and I surrendered myself to Him.
I pray that my dreams can come true and I want to glorify Him in everything I do.
Jia you! Do not feel discourage by words, be motivated, be energy-charged! That's me!

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Happy New Year! = Older by one year old.

What I have done in 2009?

From what I can remember were working, joining National Service, waiting for result, admitted to INTI and life in INTI.

Well, many things had occurred in last year, I believe those incidents had helped me to grow up and teach me valuable lessons.

I am now back to school and things in Kuching are going to change while I am away, that is the natural process.

I had a busy holiday. Nevertheless, I had tried my best and I hope that my wishes will come true.

In 2010, I want to see improvement in myself, no longer be so childish and emotional. I also long to see that A.U.P. club can be more active and popular. Of course, I aim for good result. To all my friends who are also back to school, let's study smart together for our dreams.

Nothing is impossible.

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