Hi. I know I seldom post new posts now a day.
Now is the time for me to bring you up to date about me again. =)
Recently, I went for an interview for AUP club committee selection ( AUP is American University Program, and in INTI, we have a club for that). Though it is AUP club, it actually open for every program students to join. Thus, my dear friends, please join AUP club, an academic club which is fun and at the same time, help you to know more about United States.

I thank God for I was selected to be this club's chairperson. I also would like to thank the seniors for giving me this chance and trust my ability and capability.
I would like to stress on that, I am not a super girl, I need to work together with my committee and members to bring this club a success. Do wish us all the very best. =)

The things I am busy with is my computer science assignment and club activities. Last but not least, my study as well.

I already book my ticket to go back on August. See you soon, my friends in Kuching.

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I had a nightmare last night.
Well, it is not about ghosts or any super nature things, it is about something happened.
That thing happened to be the things that I do not want it to happen. It is so real. I felt like I was dreaming the whole night. The sadness was so real as well. Thank God it was just a dream. That thing must not happen! Hmm.. maybe just like the mandarin proverb say, 'what you think at day time; you dream it at night'. Direct translation. =)

Dream is something wonderful as no one can really tell why we dream and where does it come from. Some times in dream, we can even meet with unknowns and explore new adventures.

I believe one day, some one is going to stand up and tell the whole world where does the dream comes from and how does it produces.

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The things we sold are Ribena-Sprite and Tauhufa.
On top of that, we are among the stalls who sold out all our food early.

From the food sale, I can see the team work and organization. As an OC, I am unreasonable sometimes, or can be said most of the times, but they still bear with me. Thank God and thank to their commitment, we can makes profit, though not great. At least, we managed to sell out all our tauhufa, that is 100 boxes.

Moreover, I learned and gain experiences from this food sale. It is indeed a good experience.

By the way, I overslept this morning. I set my alarm clock at 6.45a.m, but when it rang, I turned it off without setting another time. Thank God I woke up at 7a.m automatically. When I woke up, I switched on my phone and it rang immediately.

'Kamu mana?'A male sound on the other end of the phone.

Kamu sudah sampai?' I asked.

'Ya, saya di guard house sini.

'Oh, saya datang sekarang.'

After that, I quickly changed and washed, and speed to the guard house. It can be considered as morning exercise. Haha.. The uncle that called me was the taufufa seller, he sent our order.

The reason I overslept is because we prepared until midnight last night.

For your information, our boot neither get the decoration prize nor cleanliness nor friendliness. Well, that was fine, we have tried our best.

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In my dictionary, sacrifice is nothing but to give up somethings to exchange else things. I think with that sentence, you all are very clear about 'sacrifice'.



For your information, I lost in the debate today, we lost two rounds, for the 3rd round is a silent competitions which we will not know the result. Hehe.. Expected! However, I still feel a bit sad. Indeed, we did not make enough sacrifices. We did not spend our time, energy and etc to do the research and we are the newbies( someone who are new in something, or without any experience). Is that a good excuse to explain why we lost? Perhaps, yes. Nevertheless, failure is a key to succeed, is a road we must get to, or try on before we can succeed.

On the other hand, I discovered that not every sacrifice are worthy. I am lazy to give the examples. But, please believe me, some times, you will not get what you want even though you have sacrificed.

Last but not least, I would like to thank all the committee members and helpers' support, commitment and help through out the whole Peer Support Group' food sale process. Without them, the food sale will not be that successful. I am not a superwoman who can do all the things by myself. =)

By the way, from today onward, I will be more generous, speak wise, spend wise, humble, punctual and responsible. I hope I can do so, will try.

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DEBATE

I joined debate competitions. It is in English. Hmm.. It is a great challenge for me whom my first language is not English. The competition will be held on tomorrow. Good try after all. I do not expect that we can get into semi-final because we are newbies, but we will still do our utmost, we have the spirit. Hehe...

FOOD SALE

College Day, the greatest event. We have food sale, competitions and games going on. I am the Organizing Chairperson for Peer Support Group's food sale. I never be an OC for any event before, once again, another breakthrough in my life. We are going to sell an unique drink and taufu-jelly. I hope we can make great profits. =)

ASSIGNMENTS

Calculus,computer science... all the assignments are coming up. No worry, I am sure with a good time management, I can hand in on time.
In the nut shell, I am really tired and exhausted.

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Why things usually do not go on smoothly or do not go on as I wish?

Well, I admit that I am someone who get hurt so easily until I am fade up with myself for being so fragile. I am almost eighteen and yet I still act like a child. It is great to have a child-like heart but it is annoying to have a child mindset and thinking. Children usually want to get what they want, if not they will cry. Am I going to act like them too? Some people tend to speak according to their own pleasure without considering the listener’s feeling, just like me. Yes, I feel bad now because of some conversations. Now I knew the feeling of being hurt by words so I will not hurt people with my words again. I promise!

Please grow up, Choo Lee Lee. Do not let words hurt you. Please be strong, act like an adult! I must understand that sometimes the speaker do not mean to hurt you or maybe what you did was not right and they want to help you (self-consolation).

Lord, I really pray that things will go on smoothly. Let me find favor in Man and in God. Thanks.

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Our class schedule for tomorrow is only from 10 a.m t0 12 noon. On top of that, Monday is a holiday, for Negeri Senbilan only I think, not so sure. Thus, many students living nearby or nearer compared to my home town are going back for HOLIDAY. Some of them who live very nearby do go home every weekend, but this time some of them who live in Penang also go back because there are all together 3 days break.

Well, I feel a bit jealous, even have a thinking of flying back to Sarawak as well. However, I canceled my desire after checking the back and forth flight ticket fee, it cost around RM 400. It is absolutely not worth at all to spend RM400 just to go back for three days. I will sure go back to Kuching on this coming August term break.

Holiday, a word that will make a lot of people rejoice. Indeed, I love holiday since I entered primary school. Maybe I should not think of holiday now, because I just started to study for two weeks, it will be too much to start talking about holiday. I will just change topic then.

Without myself knowing it, stress and tension attacked me secretly. I only knew it when something happened yesterday. It is fine now because I have made a very important decision. I will try my utmost to enter into Ivy League. I repeat myself, is TRY, not FORCE. In this US application process, there are a lot of procedure, such as excel in my study, write good application essays, teachers recommendations letters and etc. Moreover, I really need to put more effort in my English, be it writing, reading or speaking. This a great challenge. Sometimes, the greatest things of happiness is the process of achieving the goal, not the moment when you reach the goal. Haha.. But I still think that it will be great to achieve the goal. I often dream. I believe that it is no harm in dreaming, especially the dreams that will turn out forces for us to turn fantasy into fact. I really hope that my dream(not the dreams produce during sleeping) will turn into fact. =)

I am really sorry to speak using a impolite tone to you yesterday on the phone. I promise I would not do that again. I know I should not speak like that, I am sorry.

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I cannot believe it. I made a silly mistake that in returned shocked myself. I checked on line that day the back and forth air flight ticket to America once cost RM26000+, but yesterday then I realized the actual price for economy class is RM6000+. Though it is also a big amount, but it is more acceptable and reasonable compared to the former price. I do not know what is the reason that caused me to make the mistake. The RM26000+ is actually the price for economy+ class. Hoo.. A great relief. Anyway, I still hope that Air-Asia can open a air flight route to America. Hoping and praying for that... ...

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Yes, that is right. I am now my own decision maker on most of the aspects in my life.
Recently I was very uncertain and do not know which subjects should I take up for SAT2.
I considered a lot and asked opinions from many sides(my mum, friends and seniors).
However, I still cannot make up my mind. I prefer math1, math2 and chemistry but I am not confident.

Since I came to study here, I started to have a habit: I will think and question myself when I bathe. It is a good activity because can save time, just like 'killing two birds with one stone'. This is because I think sitting there and do nothing to think is a waste of time, so this is a perfect way for me.
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The story begin like this:
I feel extremely uncertain yesterday evening. I told myself I must make up my mind as soon as possible so that I can start prepare. After I tried all sorts of way still cannot make my decision, I prayed(see, most of the human will only pray to God after they have tried their own ways that cannot produce result.)

After pray, I went to take a bath. When I bathe, ideas came in my mind, scripture that I read and sermon that I listened before helped me to make my decision. I decided to take up Math1, Math2 and Chemistry. Once and for all, I know very clearly that God will help me.

By the way, I am thinking of cutting my hair short.
I over spent caused me to face the shortage of money =(
We went to a night market just now.

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Dear Fidelia, congratulation to you.
You are now 18th. Wow..

Actually I plan to put up your photo, but the computer does not allow me to do so, so... ...
Nevertheless, all the best in your study!!

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My new life is mainly on some aspects, such as the food, church, people around me, lectures and surrounding. I choose to declare I enjoy it instead of torturing myself by missing this and that. Basically, I have only one word to describe the condition here, that is 'thumb up!'. Honestly, there is nothing I should complain, everything is fine. =)

My first class for today started at 8 a.m, so I arrived at around 7.45a.m, the atmosphere and scenery at the Academic Block made me felt comfortable.




I would like to show to all of you my favorite food now a day. I started to like it since I came to N9. It can be my breakfast, my lunch, my dinner and even my supper or my snack.

I like it because I enjoy eating filled milk chocolate. When I bite it, it melts in my mouth, the sweetness is just good. You should try for yourselves. However, 'one man's meat is another man's poison', so I do not guarantee you will find it nice.

I am busy with my Calculus(Mathematics) so cannot type much. Before I end, I would like to apologize to Pn. Chai, my Additional Mathematics teacher in high school. I found out that I have returned to her most of the things she taught me, including how to factorize. Sorry
>.<
!!


Must work hard for my Calculus!
Best wishes to me. =)

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When I feel boring, I am in my hostel room, no longer in my home sweet home doing nothing.

Friday,Saturday and Sunday no longer going to Blessed Church. Maybe I will join INTI Christian Fellowship. This Sunday, that is tomorrow I will visit a Methodist church. I am very sure that the Methodist church is totally different from Blessed Church. This is due to the fact that every church has its own way.

No more spoon feeding. I have to have my meal at my own time with my friends. My mum is not here to bring me out for meal or cook me some food to fill my empty stomach. Nobody will tell me how to spend my money wisely, so must really be a wise buyer.

I have to make my own decisions on some small matters for most of the times. I have to learn the ways to get along well with the people around me. I have to speak smart, cannot speak anything I like to prevent misunderstanding and arguing.

No more people will fight with me to use this laptop. Anyway, my sister will has a new laptop very soon, no fear for her.

I cannot sit in front of the television every night because no television in my room and common room usually is packed with people.

This life is new to me. I believe I will get use to it very soon. A young adult's life, perhaps.

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It does not matter I believe it or not, because the truth is I am now in Inti.
The orientation held for three days . It helped me to know more about this college's compound and also the rules and regulations.
I must have my target and go for it.
I cannot afford to sit down and relax(actually can, but not too much) because time flies. Hehe...

One of the speaker in the orientation said we must not put in mind that how successful we are in SPM and do not think that JPA students are extraordinary. He said no one cares about the number of As you got in SPM, be it ten, twenty or forty. I see his point. From that second onward, I am going to start my new life, forget my achievement.

For your information, not many female are taking up computer science. Once and for all, it does not really matter because I am taking it and I will do my very best. Maybe God want me do study something that I think is quite impossible to show His grace and mighty. =)

Target:
I want to take a chance to change my duration to 1+4.
The terms and conditions are:
•Must get 3.5/4 in CGPA
•Must pass with flying colour in SAT1, SAT2 and TOEFL
•Must get yourself into IVY LEAGUE or IVY LEAGUE STANDARD.

For last year badge, one of our senior managed to qualify himself into Harvard, in other word he was accepted by Harvard. Wow, that is great. Cool man.

Breakthrough:
On the first night, I went to the toilet myself in the midnight. Maybe that is normal for you, but for someone like me, that is a breakthrough, a tough task. Thank God for that. =)

Honestly, I did suffer from homesick, a bit, not much. I bet when you see me you do not know that I miss my home. Hehe..

Lectures will start on Monday. I do not know how is it going to be, but i will pray to God.
This is totally new to me but I will adapt to it in a split second by the strength from God. =)

All the very best! INTIANS!

Photos taken on the last day of orientation:

My College:

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