天上的 飞鸟也不种，也不收，也不积蓄在仓里，它们尚且生存。
我们是人，难道不比飞鸟贵重吗？
我们应当向它们学习，则遇之，而安之。
千古真理-船到桥头自然直。
为何要为明天忧虑呢？
忧虑并不会使生命的岁数多加一刻。
野地的百花也不劳苦，也不纺线，
仍能自由芬芳。
为何要为明天忧虑呢？
忧虑并不会使我们更艳丽和成功。
以喜乐过每一天就是最好的保养品！

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we need to get 1800 and higher in the mock.
I only got 1640.
i already tried my very best.
So... ...
That is not the end of the day, I know... ...

yeah! actually i planned not to apply since jpa is not going to pay for my real test.
However, my mum said she will sponsor me, just go ahead and apply. Yes, sat is hard, fail in the mock test has took away my confidence. I got back my confidence now after I prayed and my mum encouraged me to go for it. ^^

as a result, I will register for the test by myself. Never try, never know. Praise the Lord no matter what happen. hehe..

突然觉得自己像是打不死的草。
原因：有神的恩典和家人与朋友的滋润。

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I faced a problem recently. I kept questioned myself, and also God.
Finally, I got the answer and the solution after listening to a meaningful and touching sermon this morning. Thank God!
I woke up! I understand that no one is dispensable, including me.
Who am I? Why am I here? Why this? Why that? I struggled before; I woke up now.
Just let it be, continue to trust in Him. Everyone has his or her own role, please do not feel that this world is unjust just because you did not get your desire role.

Moreover, I start to realize that some how I am proud, that should not happen, for nobody like proud person.
I promise, I will learn to be humble, I will learn to be polite, I will learn to be tactful(perhaps).

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Study is very important, I agreed that and hold tight on that. However, we cannot study 24 hours a day, and seven days a week, that will make us crazy I suppose. This is due to the fact that 'all works and no play make Jack a dull boy'; 'all study and no relax make Lee Lee a dull girl'.

I had my American Government test 1 on this afternoon. Before I proceed, I would like to share some photo:

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When I was reading my book peacefully in my hostel, I received a message from Yan Hui, she told me she is in KL. She got the local teaching scholarship. Wow, congratulation! That particular new really brought joy to my boring night. Not only that, Jolina got it as well.

Teacher, this ambition is so far from me, perhaps just like the distance between sky and earth, but I am still very glad that my friends can pursue it. My friends who got it including Su Su who is in Miri now, Shi Jing and Christine in Batu Lintang, Jolina and Yan Hui in KL. All the very best, will remember you in prayers and I am sure you girls can be great teachers. (or even promoted as headmasters)

Actually, I thought that I can celebrate Yan Hui's birthday with her when I go back on this forthcoming holiday(Yan Hui thought that too). However, things change without giving us any notice. She is now in KL, when I go back to Kuching, she is not there. Despite that, we can meet in KL. =) On top of that, Fidelia is very sad but at the same time happy for both of them, so she is actually ambivalent.

In the journey of life, there are many things that happen to help us grow. We must learn to be independent and at the same time appreciate those who are around us. We will never now what will happen next second, every second is a blessing and we should treasure it with our heart. Do show your love to those you care, do not wait till tomorrow for tomorrow never come.

I am happy for them. =)

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If someone happen to approach me with 'what is your goal for now?', I will answer that person, 'of course is successful in life'. Before this, that will be my answer, but my answer now is different. Successful in life will still be one of my goal, but no longer my priority.

I did not change my answer anyhow, I experienced some incident that caused me to change my mind. I will not talk about that incident here, you can ask me privately if you want, I will answer you.

I strongly agreed with the poem 'Life Brief Candle'. In fact, life is short and not constant. We absolutely never know what will happen next second, what to say tomorrow? However, I am not trying to encourage you to underestimate life or despite your life. I mean life is precious, live your life meaningfully. On top of that, we are facing H1N1 now, please take care of yourself, and practice the precaution steps. Health is very important. Without a healthy body, we cannot do anything, not even study and play.

Moreover, please appreciate those who are near and dear to you. They are always there to support you. Thank to them you are not alone. Honestly, life would indeed be insipid without them. Relationship and love is something that I considered wonderful. Because of the relationship and love, other considerations tend to fly out of the window. Just like a mandarin saying goes 'I do not mind to climb the mountain full with knife and enter a pot full with oil'.

I will live my life meaningfully, but how? Ermm... ... will think about it. =) I will inform you in next post if I manage to figure it out.

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Hi.Please click here

The above link will bring you to Blessed Singing Competition website to vote and leave comments for those you like and support. If you never witness the competition, just choose the participants that attract you. I do suggest you to vote for Wong Yun Ru, and leave your comment as well for comment do count.
Happy voting =)

By the way, I saw something that make me lost my appetite to eat just now. A cat was biting a mouse and luckily it did not enjoy the meal in front of me. After a while, it came out from a hidden place and I only saw it licked its mouth with its tongue after the great meal. =.="

I know that is a natural prey-predator situation, but I just do not use to it.

I start count down already =) 13 days left. Yeah!

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Should I see them as fun and interesting or complicated and boring?
I guess I will choose the former option. This is because I believe what a teacher in 'I am not Stupid' said is absolutely correct! She said, 'to do well in math, you have to love it and understand it thoroughly.' She is right because if we do not like or interested in something, we definitely will not have the intention to study or master it. Hence, it is very important for every student to love what he/she needs to study and excel in it!

The reason I mentioned about math and calculus is because I finally deal with the 'interesting' part that will force me to sit at my study desk for hours just to solve the questions. It will be fine if I can solve the questions after spending so much time, but there is still times where the correct solutions do not appear after I have tried or can say trials and errors!

SAT mock test is just around the corner-20th of August. We must exceed 1800/2400 if we want to apply for Ivies-Ivy Standard. SAT1 consists of math, writing and reading. In fact, I still have a lot a lot a lot a lot... ... of rooms to improve for those part(actually I mean I am still very weak). Despite that, I have the strength of will and clarity of mind, study hard and smart, pray hard and do my parts! =)

Please remember me in your prayer. Thanks a lot.

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我不可思议得度过了今天。
除了狼狈，我无话可说。

I ended up this day in a blur condition. If you want me to describe this day with a word, a specific word, I would likely use 'rojak'. For those who do not know, 'rojak' is Malaysia famous mix food and fruits in a dark tasty sauce, cheap and nutritious. This word is just superb to describe my today because today is really a mixture of all sort of incidents.

Well, I, without asking my two friends in advance whether they are going back to INTI after the workshop with me, went to Subang Jaya to attend a US application workshop. When I reached there, with a desire to gain the extra and useful knowledge, suddenly realised, and approached them with a common question- 'Are you guys going back with me later?' One said, 'I am going home.' Another one said, ' I went to my friend's house.' I was shocked and angry because they did not tell me before hand that they only go with me but will not go back with me. In fact, I cannot blame them totally because I myself should responsible for my ignorance for not asking them clearly before the journey. However, I can still blame them partially. In addiction, I am a girl, a Sawawakian, and both of you just did that to me? Fine, I acted cool and said I will go back by taxi. For your information, the taxi driver charges RM60-70 per trip from Subang Jaya to Nilai and vice versa. Moreover, it is very insecure to let a charming girl to sit in a taxi for 45 minutes and it is also very dangerous for her to go to the ktm, transit and everything by her own. I am still a newbie to this place, that is the undeniable truth!

Guess what I did? Well, I phoned my mum. Haha.. Actually I tried not to disturb other by just pray to God and go back by myself. However, be realistic! I am still not mature and old enough to handle such thing. My mum gave me suggestions. She asked me to called my youngest uncle or my cousin, if really cannot then go back by taxi and remember to send to her the taxi registered number plat. I eventually phoned my uncle who is currently working in KL. At first, he taught me to use ktm. Despite that, I told him I am not going to take the risk, I am going back by taxi. I thought things will just end up like that. Who knows, he called me after a short while and told me will accompany back. Yeah! I knew he would not put his niece in risk! Thank God for that.

After the work shop, he came to fetch me, brought me to PizzaHut ( I have not taste any pizza since I came here). Followed by that is he taught me how to use ktm. Ktm, though is cheap, it is time consuming, not punctual, popular in a sense that can be many people squeezing for it and make you sweat. Besides, must really beware of pick-pocket. I also witnessed a noble act today by a non-Malaysian. He was sitting comfortably in the ktm when it was really packed like sardine, he stood up, and gave his seat to an old lady. Please do not think that I am cruel for not giving out my place, the problem is, I am the one who stand as well. Frankly speaking, I had a hard time coming back to my hostel. I am exchausted!

On the other hand, there is some good stuff that I learned. First of all, the workshop did taught me a lot of things.

Secondly, it taught me not to take thing for granted. Must ask and do not ever make your own assumption. Please do not worry, I am not a cynic who think that people only do thing for themselves. I have a question for you, if you are already starving and what you left is a bread, will you give it to other? Think about it. Most of the time we are taught to sacrifice ourselves for other, I guess that have to depend on the circumstances. I bet, my mum would give her final bread to me. I am extremely sure!

Thirdly, I learned to take ktm, and I actually came back from the ktm station myself using bus at 10 something at night, because do not want to add the 'troblesomeness' on my uncle.

That is all, and I am sure all this contribute to my maturity. =)

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