Perhaps, I have make my committee suffered,
at the same time i failed sick again because of the stress.
I just want A.U.P. Club to be great and trying to prove to the others that we can!
I never expect to do a big event, but now, I am doing two big events which targeting 500 people each.
I am going to transform them to smaller events and I hope that my committee can take a break.
Perhaps movie night from 8p.m to 3a.m is crazy for them, because the next day we still have to study. Though I hope that they can support me, but it is quite tough for them.
The moment I booked the biggest hall for both the events, I can feel the pressure upon me.
I have been thinking days and nights on how to get 500 people.
I feel tired because my committee think that we cant.
It is very hard for one mind set that think we can to fight with the others 13 mind set that say we cant.
I am not a superwoman, I need my committee and man power; I also have the time where I am energy low.
I begin to understand how Jun Xiang feel in organizing the A.U.P. Skills Challenge.
I went to look for sponsor today, but did not gain great.
Under the hot sun, I begin to realize how tired my sister was when she went to house by house to accomplish Scout's Job Week.
Of course I hope that in one week time, we can have grand activity that honor A.U.P. Club, but if the situation does not side me, I have no choice but change it to smaller event.
Some of my committee and friends begin to scare of me, as I always talk about A.U.P. Club and want them to attend meetings.
Perhaps, I am too obsessed with A.U.P. Club, but it is my responsibility as the chairperson.
I will not neglect my studies. I promise.
As for now, we shall just wait and see.
Yes, I feel sad but I will not be emotional.
I understand that my committee will help when they can, but this time they really cannot.
That's all for this post.

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